llow me to introduce myselves ...(If You don't like what i say -- Sue me)~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*No one can define me anymore. That job is all mine... [If you don't understand, don't even bother to ask !!!]I can't reveal intimate feelings in writing until I feel secure that it will not be used against me someday, somehow, somewhere down the lines...For me, the darkness really began when I was born again. I was forced to reenter the womb and then be ripped out to discover I was not who I thought I was.... My name was not really mine. What was really mine was as insubstantial as smoke, blow away the day I was created, and left to be an unsolved mystery with the title, "WHO AM I?"Sometimes I look to the mirror and I don't recognize who is standing there. I am not the most likely person to pitch in to get the job done. In fact, if it can wait till tomorrow, I will let things slide.When I have strong feelings about something, they can turn passionate and intense... Not always in a good way.My inability to express my emotions can pose a problem in relationships. The only way people will know how I truly feel is if I speak up!I have a tendency to let things slip from my lips that I wish I had never said.I have deep-feelings, not all of which are easy to read. I am honest, Love to make friends, like to travell more. Respect and care for those who are concerned about me.Don't want to change myself for other's cool always.Never makes plans, always decide when I fell the right moment comes. Not unusual, considering what an idealist I am (Sometimes a dreamer I confess).I am not a traveler, not an adventurer.Things just happened to me. Everything that happened to me I remember, but I have no desire to recover the past. If anyone thinks that I am passive and weak, they will realize their error within a few seconds talking with me.At the present I have no needs. I'm a woman without a past and without a future.((( I know that it sounds stupid... no need to tell)))I'm "mysterious", deep thinking, and protective. Unpredictable, restless, indecisive, sometimes sneaky. I am also intuitive, secretive, absent-minded, strong-willed. Quick-witted, reclusive, "observant", truthful. I have a great individuality, with power and ambition, I have got good verdict.Though sometimes appear cold and often misunderstood.I'm "devoted".Possessive, compassionate, passionate, but sometimes insecure. Conscientious, dependable, sometimes unforgiving. I desire to right all wrongs.I am "ruled" by religion,I can take charge as necessary and carry out orders in my own way, while I know how to "play" by the rules, I also like to add my own spin to things.My ambitions are powerful. I can be impatient.Sometimes I can be a bit "two-faced" if I am not careful,It can change me in being happy one minute and moody and down-in-the-dumps in the next. Because I like things to be just so (make that perfect),I have to let people know that I appreciate their efforts before I take on the role of "queen of the critics"(!!!)I'm not Miss Too nice, I'm not what your friends think. I'm not Miss Friendly,I can be a prick.I'm not the frist, I'm not the last and I'm not the best.[...and lately I started hating numbers]I am, definitely a wild and crazy girl. Yes, people can think that I am crazy... Perhaps I am... Maybe not... Anything they want.But they have to be sure about one thing, and believe it,I am always true.Need I say more?
